Tomorrow is Brianna's 24 birthday. I can not believe it has been over four years since she went home to be with Jesus. I sometimes feel like I could pick up the phone and call her and I still know her voice and mannerisms by heart. I know she would be kicking my butt right about now because I still fret over her at times. It has been the hardest thing I have ever overcome in my life. I have pictures, memories, movies and music to remember her by. A twenty year old should not have lost her best friend of thirteen years.