Current mood:gloomyI truly believe that everyone gets what they deserve in life. I'm not sure if that's karma: what goes around comes around. No, people bring on their own karma. Hurm, maybe it is karma I truly believe in. I look around at my life, and it's not really the kind of life I want to make out for myself, but this is what I deserve. I deserve the relationship I'm in, I deserve the school I'm in. And I want so much more! I want to see the world, I want to be admired, I want to finally find a style that suites me. But I suck in school, I suck at everything so I'm living an average life, a just ok life, for just an OK kind of person.