The Disney College Program ended more than 10 months ago. It was scheduled to go form January 2010-August 2010. One thing about the CP is before

Is it my fault the Disney internship ended, we came back to CA and Greg has been unemployed for 10 months? I prayed about what to do and I felt like God wanted me to go back to school, and I'm doing beautifully. But I'm still the butt of blame around here. It hurts to live like this, I might start believing that too, that following what God wanted was wrong.