Today has been pretty good. I'm doing a lot better than I thought I would be. I'm getting a lot of school work done and I'm just feeling ok these days. I haven't decided if I should come home at this point. I think I would be fine here for the break, and I'm realizing how much I need this money. I'm feeling even torn over this. Because I don't mind (too much) if I have to stay here. But I feel like Ben wants me to come home now (well as my family and friends). So I don't know what to do. I'm going to see Ben and his family on New Years, so can I wait till then? Can he wait till then?
Well I'll think about a little more