So mom and I were talking about going up to Lincoln this weekend. Just things in general. Grandma has some friends up there she is going to see and such. But then she asked me when I am done for the summer. I have three weeks of math, 8 days off except swimming, Mexico, then 2 more weeks of "nothing" except swimming. So My mom suggests I move that week in July. That instead of ending my life here in the end of August, that I end it in a month and 2 weeks. See, I can't imagine getting a job for a month here in Modesto. I would be able to do that in Lincoln before school starts. I really don't know what to do. That means well leaving all my friends first this time, including Ben, which will just kill him. Ugh I just don't know right now.